[[It's Just Me]]

Tuesday, May 15

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haduuuuuh... susahnya nggak punya rumah

AlexiA...shakened at 5/15/2007 11:01:00 PM

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Aku nggak ngerti, sejak pertama aku ngelihat kamu, aku sudah merasa suka, aku udah ngerasa sayang, ngerasa butuh.
Aku sebenarnya nggak pengen ngebiarin rasa ini terus tumbuh dan berlanjut, tapi perasaan ini datang dengan sendirinya, merasuk, membesar, mengeras, dan membatu (kek na terlalu berlebihan deh) *GUBRAX*
Kadang2 aku ngerasa Aku cuma bisa berharap, bermimpi, dan menunggu… Aku nggak berani belaku lebih, karena aku takut akan membuatmu jadi benci ke aku..
yah... belakangan ini sifatmu banyak berubah
tapi aku tetep sayang kamu kok...
Kangen deh sama bebeh yg dulu... hiks...

AlexiA...shakened at 5/15/2007 10:51:00 PM

Wednesday, May 9

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Sejak kapan ada manusia yg merasa punya hak menghakimi hati/perasaan orang lain?
kenapa semua2 buntut2nya jadi aku yg salah ?

terserah kalo mo dibilang mempertahanin gengsi or apapun ...
cuma aku kan ngelakuin ini bukan tanpa alesan...... apa nggak boleh ???

apa aku nggak boleh jadi egois.....?
bukannya kamu jauh lebih egois ?????
apa aku harus selalu ngalah mulu.......

biar gimana aku kan manusia punya batas kesabaran ...........

anyway aku juga nggak tau lagi ngomong apa ???
yang pasti sekarang yg ada di otakku yah pertanyaan pertanyaan macem itu...

arghhhhhhhhh terserah...

capeeeeeeeeeeee

AlexiA...shakened at 5/09/2007 09:10:00 PM

Saturday, May 5

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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world, back to the ground
Not high above it, without your loving, now I'm earthbound

Because your love it lifted me above it all
Without it, it's leaving me so far to fall
I hope you find what you're looking for
I never thought there could be anymore

But if you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world, back to the ground
Not high above it, up where the love is, now I'm earthbound

Because we used to say that we were far away
Because our love, it took us to another place
And it's so hard for me to face

But if you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound
If you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound

AlexiA...shakened at 5/05/2007 12:19:00 AM

Thursday, May 3

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I guess ...
I'll can do it by myself...
I can face it
I do....

AlexiA...shakened at 5/03/2007 10:59:00 PM