[[It's Just Me]]

Thursday, September 29

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Guang Liang~Tong Hua

wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gushi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kaishi mang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
ni ku che dui wo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
wo bu keneng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng zhi bang sou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo mn hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xinfu he kuai le shi jie ju

yi xie wo men de jie ju

AlexiA...shakened at 9/29/2005 06:52:00 PM

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Will u?

if someday,
i'm no longer be able to be as mature as you are
i'm no longer be able to act nicely, speaks a thousands of sweet words,
even too tired to try,
when i'm become bad,
become old, and even worse ..
will u still love as before?
will u still hug me if i'm the only one for u?

if someday,
you have a better choice,
a better woman to be loved,
an easier things to be dealt wiv,
Will u still remember me?
Or every memories and every feelings will fades away?

and if someday,
everything is not fine,
things seems tougher, mountains seems steeper,
when all we have is only rainy days with thunder and storms,
will u still being wiv me?
hold my hand and caress me as if im the most important woman for u?

i dont know the answer,
nor u know the answer..
but if someday i have to go,
i have to close my eyes and step back to the place i used to be
will u keep my words that i do it not because i stop caring about u?
will u trust me when i say that what i had for u is real?
and will u be strong .. and move on wiv your life?
for i long to see your smile forever

(who am i so i deserved u?)

AlexiA...shakened at 9/29/2005 06:32:00 PM

Wednesday, September 28

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The Love....
Love the girl in your heart,
not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings,
it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world
& 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her,
you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else,
they are just unique in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you
so you'd better really treasure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more
dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all
because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay
or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end
up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the
best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.

Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's done the
best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a
relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts,
it's the most tragic thing to do.

Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling",
how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the
same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.

Socialise only when you're single. You
socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your
dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours,
don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just
like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples,
it's the love.

Promise her that you'll love her forever only
when you really meant it
because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.

Sweet talks only apply for singles,
not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too,
it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it
but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love.
Give her your heart, your life, your everything.

Lay down your life & prepare to die for her
when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day,
she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as
per normal, she'd die.
It her heart that you've broken, how would
you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage,
love her till old age,
love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor &
respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you
can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,
she's someone to love,
not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is,
never despise her & never mistreat her,
never even think of toying with her...

AlexiA...shakened at 9/28/2005 07:33:00 PM

Monday, September 19

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when i look back to the time
where we could talk about anything
things changed when knew i had fallen fer you
i kept it right inside of my heart
right to the bottom of my heart
fearing that you might know
i decided to leave
i knew it was silly
but at least, we were still friends then
i really wanted to be with you
until the day i master the courage
to tell you that
i love you
we will never be together

AlexiA...shakened at 9/19/2005 06:12:00 PM

Sunday, September 11

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aku tau,
aku tidak mungkin memaksa kamu menyayangiku
karenapun sungguh aku begitu sayang kamu, tetap saja kamu punya kebebasan untuk mencari yang lebih baik dari aku

aku tau,
aku tidak mungkin memaksa kamu merindukanku
karena sungguh hati ini sakit didera rindu, tetap saja kamu manusia bebas yang punya hati yang bebas memilih kepada siapa kamu labuhkan rindumu

aku tau,
aku bahkan tidak pantas mengucap cinta walau semua hal yang ada dipikiranku ini adalah mengapa aku bisa begitu bodoh mulai begitu terlena dan mencintaimu
karena sungguh kamu punya cinta yang patut kamu berikan kepada wanita lain yang jauh lebih pantas mendampingimu

aku juga tau,
bahwa kamu tidak boleh melarang aku menyayangimu
tidak boleh meminta aku berhenti merindukanmu
atau bahkan dengan lancang meminta aku mulai membencimu
karena sungguhpun kamu satu satunya manusia yang berarti untukku
tetep saja aku tidak sanggup mengingkari apa yang kurasa

dan jika hari ini aku menuliskan banyak hal hal yang tidak mau kamu dengar,
maafkan aku .. terlalu sakit rasanya memendam semua tanpa kata

Buat yg bikin poem ini n kirim ke e-mail ku
Thanks yah buat poem nya

AlexiA...shakened at 9/11/2005 09:41:00 PM