[[It's Just Me]]

Wednesday, February 25

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sebuah perjalanan hidup setidaknya telah mendewasakan beberapa bagian dari diri Gue

AlexiA...shakened at 2/25/2004 08:14:00 PM

Monday, February 23

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wish i could turn back time :~(

kek na gue terlalu banyak ngepost... egp lar...

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:33:00 PM

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apa sih yang gua harapin dari orang lain ..
ga banyak .. gua ga minta dia terus2an bilang sayang ama gua ..
gua ga minta dia kasih gua duit kasih gua harta .. gua ga butuh itu ... gua cuma mau dia sedikit memberi gua perhatian ..
bukan hanya dengan kata .. mungkin gua salah ... mungkin gua manja .. gua yang ga bener atau apapun itu ..
mungkin gua egois .. atau ga tau lah ... tapi kenapa harus sekejem itu ?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:31:00 PM

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salah ga sih kalo gue mo make sure this time what im fight for is worthed?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:29:00 PM

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LALA....
what u need is to have some faith
shake off those sad blues .. get urself a new view
nothing is as sad as it seems
cause someday ..
u`ll laugh at a heart-ache
u`ll smile at the pain
somehow u get through your heartbreak
the world is gonna turn around
so dont be blue
all it takes is a little time to make it better ..
the hurt wont last forever ..
all the tears are gonna dry ..
u may be down on ur luck
but like a wheel
ur live will chance
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just keep hoping .. that tomorrow will be better ..

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:27:00 PM

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Just a thought: What would you do if the only
person who could make you stop crying is the person
who made you cry?

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AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:20:00 PM

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and i talked to my self .. how long will u survive ?
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AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:19:00 PM

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huhm ..
i dunno what to write .. really dont
!@$%$!^%$!*%$!^%*!%*!@%^*%@*%@*
somebody .. pls kill me ..

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:17:00 PM

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i wish people were like chalkboards
and i could wash my memories clean
but im not
and i cant be

yet .. beside all the anger that i feel sometimes ..
i still miss him

i am happy once
and i remember those times
how i smiled
how i laughed
and how he with every simple thing he have amazed me

i remember my tears and the fights
and how i took my heart back
bruised and slightly witted
but still, somehow ..
i still miss him
and i just wanted him to know that

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:16:00 PM

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what should i do ? go to hell ? or just live in this shitty life

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:11:00 PM

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i guess i just spoiled ego girl ! :)

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:09:00 PM

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in that case, should i be bothered by being alone?
no i dont think so,

why should i want more?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:07:00 PM

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Gue berharap ini cuma perasaan gue... tapi faktanya memang kek giniiiiiii...
KEK GINI EMANG KEK GINIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIi
LALAAAAAAAAAAAAA LALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ... KAPAN SIH LO BISA NERIMA!!!
Lala uda gila kali ya ? hiahahahhaha
Udah deh La... mending lo nerima aja... bukannya ini mau elo ?
Tapi gue harap gak kek gini....

the day my heart broken , i learned about bitterness....
but everything happens for a reason,
and im proud i can feel what others cant feel
(yet, nobody have a right to judge me, NOBODY!)

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 04:05:00 PM

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HIKS....
Gue baru tau ... kalo gue ini sebenernya...sampah...
uda di buang... or ibaratnya kek anak kucing dibuang...
balik2 ke rumah tetep bisa... tapi diluar rumah ngga didalem lagi...

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 03:58:00 PM

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Guys.............. huehehehe.....
gue baru nyadar.... gue ini bukan siapa2...
gue ga ada hak lagi buat ngurus apalagi mo tau tentang orang2 yg gue sayangi
hummm.... sudah jelas2... gue ini kan sebenernya udah tersingkirkan... kekekek...
gue dah ga punya temen lagi... gue ngga punya org yg care ke gue...
jujur sih gue sedih banged... gue baru sadar sesadar sadarnya.. kalo gue ini... NOTHING....
huehehehe..... tapi nggak apa.. gue uda puas kok....
just tearin' me apart....
hiks.....

AlexiA...shakened at 2/23/2004 03:52:00 PM

Saturday, February 21

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this world is sucks, cyber world much more worst!

i really dont know ..
i really dont ..
dont know what to say
dont know how to write

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 04:06:00 PM

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DONT HOPE ! Hope will only tear you apart

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 04:05:00 PM

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YANG INI GUE UDA PERNAH POST DEH

kadang memang kita diijinkan untuk melalu banyak hal untuk mendewasakan kita,
banyak pukulan
banyak hajaran
hanya untuk membuat kita makin kuat
banyak caci
banyak maki
hanya untuk membuat kita sadar bahwa kita bisa bertahan

*Everything that dont kill you just make you stronger!*

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 04:04:00 PM

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everything seems unstable

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 04:03:00 PM

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i dont even have inuff rest ...

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 04:01:00 PM

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"since i know nothing about you,
except the way you make me feel blue"

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:54:00 PM

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phew .. ternyata banyak yang berubah ya :)

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:53:00 PM

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after all ..
what i have to do is just simply grow up :)

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:52:00 PM

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But Apparently .. i just can't stand this "missing" thing
Oh well, probably what i need is just a really good sleep
(somehow, i believe tomorrow will be much better)

may i?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:50:00 PM

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mungkin gue yang emang terlalu naif,
mungkin emang gue yang terlalu childish ..

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:49:00 PM

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mampukah kau berikan, saat yang kuminta adalah segalanya?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/21/2004 03:48:00 PM

Saturday, February 14

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2 things Lala has to say

#1.

My estrogen oh my estrogen...

#2.

Happy Valentine's Day, everybody!

AlexiA...shakened at 2/14/2004 07:30:00 PM

Friday, February 6

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the saddest thing probably is not how things hurt me, but the fact that i can't be there in the middle of your downs.. sorry... sorry ... i wish i could do something better than being this useless

AlexiA...shakened at 2/06/2004 09:59:00 PM

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After the rain
Things will get better
So dry your eyes

Every days a struggle
So there's no need to cry

Gotta keep your head up
You gotta stay strong

AlexiA...shakened at 2/06/2004 09:56:00 PM

Monday, February 2

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berapa kali lagi gue harus di bohongi ?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/02/2004 03:17:00 PM

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gue ga tau apa sih yg sebenernya terjadi?

AlexiA...shakened at 2/02/2004 03:17:00 PM