Wednesday, November 26


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nulis apa ya? err .. bingung juga sih ..
gini2 .. i just want you guyz to know .. that i do love my life (even, there was a time i mention a lotz of stupid things such as wanna kill myself, etc)
but let me underline this word .. I LOVE MY LIFE. Hidup gue ga sempurna .. sometimes, sucks things happened .. such as when i broke up with hilman, when i fail to go to china, when i have a fight with kaira .. or when i had an argument with my parents :) .. but like i said .. I LOVE MY LIFE :)
gue jauh dari sempurna .. im not as pretty as supermodel .. im not as smart as einstein .. im not as nice as mother theresa, ataupun as popular as britney spears
but i know im not just an ordinary girl .. I AM SPECIAL .. and I WILL ALWAYS BE SPECIAL

i have to admit that there was a time during my life when i feel like it is better for me to die, there was lotz of momentz when i really do think to commit suicide .. yah, life is not always have to be on the top of the world kan? but somehow .. seberat2nya itu, sesusah2nya itu .. here am i .. doing a great job .. eating the best food .. having a nice clothes .. isnt it wonderful?

people tend to judge that i have kinda boring life .. kinda pathetic mind .. (since i`ve had pretty serious heart break last time) ..
i do realize that im hurt .. (my friend used to say that knowing that you are hurt is the key point of having healing), i do realize that i am broken .. i do realize that im losing one of the most wonderful thing in my life .. but yet, im also realize that im still breathing .. there is no reason for me to cry all day long just to please my self ..
and it is not worthed to weep all nite just because of him..
hidup gue sendiri pun ga boring kok .. yah walaupun mungkin untuk orang2 yang ga suka sendirian, it may be sound absurd .. but still .. i love being lonely (only with my novels and teddy bear) ..

SO .. THIS IS MY LIFE .. AND I LOVE TO BE ME :)
AND IF YOU DONT LOVE ME .. THATS YOUR PROBLEM .. NOT ME

AlexiA...shakened at 11/26/2003 11:34:00 PM




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