Sunday, September 21


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people said im a bit anti social lately .. ya mungkin juga sih ..
masalahnya itu bukan gimana gue memandang proses sosialisasi .. tapi kepada makna dari itu semua ..
i`ve had my ups .. i`ve seen my downs .. dan benar2 mengecewakan melihat jumlah sahabat2 gue yang bertahan di masa down gue

dan bicara soal kehidupan `ups` gue .. gue jadi inget masa lalu ..
apa sih yang kita tau selain model baju .. cowo cakep and all those fucking glamours things?
apa yang ada di otak gue selain gosip, clubbing, cafe and mall? NOTHING!
dan di otak temen2 cowo gue itu isinya mobil, disko, bengkel, soundsystem, cewe and dugem

hm .. gini2 .. gue ga akan jadi cewe munafik dan bilang kalo gue ga enjoy those things .. i do ..
dan itu wajarkan untuk cewe seusia gue untuk menikmati keglamouran dan setiap hal yang WOW?
tapi di sisi lain .. gue juga ga mau jadi barbie yang cuma tajir dan cantik tapi ga punya intellegensia dan otak .. istilahnya tuh DUMB ASS!!

gue bukan tipe cewe dengan kehidupan sederhana .. gue suka barang bagus .. gue suka disanjung, dihormati, tapi gue juga bukan tipe cewe yang hidup dari outlook gue .. gue tau gue ga cantik .. not as pretty as some of them .. tapi gue juga bukan cewe yang kekurangan cowo kok .. lill bit to call them fans .. ya lemme put this way ..
kalo gue mo cari kesenangan doank .. gue bisa dapatin itu dengan mudah

dan jujur, itu membuat gue sombong dulu .. siapapun yang kenal gue masa2 gue smp sma dan awal2 kuliah gue .. selalu bilang gue tuh congkak .. geu cuma bergaul dengan orang2 terpilih .. FAMOUS ONE!
famous itu dalam artian cantik, atau keren, atau gaul atau powerful .. dengan satu kriteria umum .. TAJIR !!!
ga ada deh istilahnya gue bergaul dengan simple man and simple woman
gue sendiri tumbuh dewasa dengan satu percaya diri kalo gue tuh pinter .. and i allowed noone to make me feel bad about it .. nilai2 gue bukan excellent semua .. but still i know im very smart .. have brain and educated

gue ga punya banyak temen cewe .. mungkin karena dari kecil gue lebih suka bergaul dengan guyz kali ya .. total sahabat cewe gue dari dulu ampe skrg ga lebih dari 7 orang .. and most of them is a very glamour girl .. tipikal metropolitan banget deh !!
temen cowo gue banyak banget .. man come and go .. some stay and rotten in my heart

tapi yah getu .. they were friends on my ups
and no one really here on my downs
pathetic mungkin .. but thats the truth

so .. ga salah donk kalo gue mulai kehilangan bentuk dari persahabatan itu sendiri?
dan untuk leave my community .. jujur .. i wont do it

AlexiA...shakened at 9/21/2003 08:13:00 PM




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